Sunday, October 02, 2005

tot this blog is dead ey??

Nah its still alive....

My life have been great and blessed athough there are a few hiccups and such but generally it has been good...Thanks to Him.

Well..earthly wise, my family has been great to me and not forgetting her too. she has been phenomenal to me eversince we met. there is never a dull moment with her although we do sometimes stone and stare blankly out into the sky...but nonetheless its great just to have her by my side....

she get to dream dreams that are somewhat weird..the dreams that i'd love to have sometimes apart from dreaming that i'm dead or get beaten up by ah bengs and the likes of JunHao...

School wise, loads of assignments are due in the coming weeks...exams follow suit after that. i really need to brush up on my mathematics...been slacking on that..since my poly days...did rather badly for my pscyho test....need to buck that shit up during exams and did an ass quality micro teaching for dance...sheesh....

Had this ningling tot inside of me....while riding up to JB just now. have i turned into Mr softee? not that 7-11 beverage. i mean have i turn nice and soft....hmmm dammmit i can't even explain what i wanted to say.

i mean back then...i'd shoot my mouth whenever it is appropriate. sound off if i dun agree on anything and never really filtered to what i wanted to say. i dun really care how people felt....its that fuck off mentality...

now....??? aiyer.....although it is said that patience is half of our faith.

hmmmm what you think bernard? should be more fiercer or be mr nice guy or maybe both? you think thats possible?

I am starting to feel bottled up here....really need to get away once the exams are over....really......

Planning to head back to Bangkok....after mising out on chatucak market the other time......and i'd love to ride the R1 in pattaya...muahahahahaha

ai sheesh..........


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